MeL's LiTTLe DiaRy

:: memory lasts forever? ::

2009-10-13T00:17:00.006+08:00

past few weeks ni rase macam penat sangat..

banyak cuti festive kan,banyak benda nk kena buat..

ane nak kejar closing..

update gossip dengan kawan2 lg..

menjenguk laman2 sosial..

merapatkan hubungan sesama ahli kuarga lg..

~ish..bz nye..

kadang sampai banyak benda yang terlupa..

really didn't mean to forget but somehow i juz an ordinary human being..

yup, it's an excuse actually if i said people does tend to forget..

but,i guess the true is we do forget but we never did when we don't let ourself forgetting those matter..

so..

memory does remain forever rite..

~even though i luv song by maroon 5, nothing last forever..i hv to disagree..

last july has comes with a lot of new different perception for me as how i see..i thought about people..about myself too actually...and most of all about life.

i've learn alot from MAP training..ORANGE especially. to b honest la kan, at first rase macam pehal dapat group orange ni..gile xleh trima kaler 2..i'm one of those people yang msk hri ke2, 7hb..jadi ktorg dpt group main bagi je.so, i come out with group 8,trs kne msk ballroom dgr ESH (sebut esh tringt kat zul~)..i sit somewhere around 1 bunch of guy yg sgt byk mulut..at dat time rase mmg sgt blur+busan+nyesal dtg. but then by time,mmg rase teramat syg kt dis group..wlaupn org lain xnk puji..biar la kite sndiri yg puji..orange the best group ever ms kt MAP training. ms breakout session,u can see all orange member sgt sporting..wlaupn kdg2 ktorg banned group lain pnye idea, tu suma juz for fun. somehow, all dat stuff makes us close to each other..and its sad when its finally comes to the end n we hv to go in separate direction..yes, we do promise there will b gathering..but frankly speaking, its not easy as we think. and what i'm afraid the most is..the next time u see each other the feeling won't be da same as what we used to feel when we were in the training.

so, i guess this is one example that memory last forever..no matter how long time has passed by, the memory still da same..people might change,but it never ever change da memory inside their mind.they might also forget or for some reason wanted to forget, but i guess even when u tried damn hard, it still can come across ur mind once in a while..only Allah s.w.t knows why~

till then, bye..

f/n: SPECIAL TRIBUTE TO THE ORANGE =)

(name ikut alphabet name pnuh ye..hope jgn ade yg kcik hti name listed kt hjg2)

meL~ diri sy sendri..hehe

aafifi~ salute dgn usaha die nk ngorat farhah

syidi~ pemalu..bdk2 pgil ravi pn syidi stil maintain snyum je..

aisha~blik ktorg inter-room..

amanda~ wlaupn kcik,mulut bisa jugak dak ni..

andrew~ ur gf cantik lor..

ey ~ i rindu nk tgk teknik tido u yg sgt unik tu ey..

farhah~ unpredictable..hehe.

is~ 1st time tgk, i thought die chinese..

niva~ never thought niva can dance..

kamil~ i'm one of the earliest yg tgk transformasi rmbt kamil..potong kt mines ms 1st week..hehe.

susan~suka tgk sbb cantik..

mai~ xpnh jmpa dl wlaupn ktorg 1 campus..

aizzat~ i've got feeling aizzat bengang dgn i..

azriff~ geng dgn aizzat..huhu.

kerol~ sekapal..em..rse mcm kaer je tgk kerol..

zul~ 2 b honest, sgt kagum dgn zul..

adib~ he has done everything he could for dis group..

muni~ sama2 d healthcare..

ema~ d cni sng, d sna sng..d mana2 hatiku sng..lalala~

nana~ my bedmate, sgt rajin bergmbr..mis to hv pillow talk wit u laling..

iela~ pandai mekup..warna mata pn cantik.

wawa~ nxt time i trn seremban kite jmpa nak?hehe..

shera~ mmg sesuai dpt csr pn coz de gaya2 cikgu pn..

dayah b~ inter-room tp katil i tetap jd plihan dayah..

dayah~ i'm sory i'm not come to c u wen u sick..2 b honest,mmg xtau lgsg..

nadiah~ berape ek umr nadia?

laila~ wanita melayu terakhir..

riaz~ riaz is always rite..huhu.

shahrul ustaz~ sy akn slalu ingt pesan terakhr kamu..jga kelakuan.

sharon~ pandai bergaya..

simaah~best partner for gossiping kt cni..simaah da jd org kuat AR tau..

sue~ sonok kerjasame dgn u sue..ape yg penting,kerjasama!

ct~my rumate yg blh buat dubbing tuk spongebob..sgt real.

nina~ kwn baik ct..i think she luv to laugh..

JY~ org ckp die xleh ckp malay,btl ke?

ara~ xbyk ckp..tp we do respect u ara..

J.Lo~ rse mcm pnh tgk sgt j.Lo b4 dis tp xtau kt ane..

shuhada~ xsmpt nk berkenalan sgt..maaf.

abin~ memeriahkan suasana..u mmg suka kt zul ye bin?ahaks..

sab~ very talented.

shahrul aru~ thanks used 2 b my fren..hdup baik2.

mike~ sory mike i xmksd ckp u xhensem terang2 dpn u..huhu.

hafiz~ gentle to ladies..dis type of guy r very dangerous.

ida~ skang i sermh dgn her sister..wat a small world.

biha~ biha ade master,terer main gitar lak tu..

:: akhirnya kembali ::

2009-10-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

da lma sgt2 x update blog ni spai syad da bising da..

byk yg da berlaku..
suka..
duka..
krisis..
aman..

nti2 ade ms blog ni akn kembali beroperasi..
ulang ayat khas tuk syad,

BLOG NI AKAN KEMBALI BEROPERSI..

till then,bye~~

:: diner's pic ::

2009-04-11T17:54:00.004+08:00

it's a lil bit late but i still want to share some of the pregrad diner's pictures..i'm kind of busy lately, tu yang lambat upload gambar ni. anyway, this is only a very little memory of that nite. there are alot of others pictures but for some reason, only this are available to viewer.sorry..

:: pre graduation ::

2009-03-31T22:06:00.003+08:00

Last saturday kptm held their annual pre graduation diner special for those in the final year. the best part when u r doing ur practical in a college is that no matter what, ur chance to involve in such thing memang tinggi kan..(example given below:P) so,i was invited..hehe.

mpp's high tea at eq hotel..
dean's list diner at eq hotel..~~again(",)
pre garduation diner..err at eq hotel..~~lorr..cam da takde hotel lain je kat bangi ni kan..

anyway,it just perfect,isn't?hehe..especially when u've got the 2nd chance to go for malam graduasi..tapi sedar tak sedar now i'm heading towards the end of my internship..means i'm going to leave 'student life'..it sad actually..i've spent almost 18years from my 23 years of living to learn and to study starting from~~

taski abim at kompleks keselamatan & bomba, port klang : 2years
sek. agama jln pelabuhan klang utara + sk port klang : 2years
sek. agama rakyat larut tin + sk taiping : 4years
smk doktor burhanuddin, taiping : 5years
kolej poly-tech mara kampus bangi : 3years
uitm kampus bandaraya melaka : 2years

i wonder what will happen in the next few years..

am i still having all my frens that always be there for me when i falls..

are they able to see me starts a step and run..

and when it's time for me to held my head up high and begin to fly, are they going to be next to me..

are they going to miss me..

is there any time that we will meet again to catch up story and flash back memory..

only God knows but i will always pray the best of life for all my dearest frens..

i'm glad that i used to have them as frens and they will always be my frens till the day i die..

~ frens..good luck for future undertaking..the moment maybe temporary but the memory remains forever..luv,meL ~

f/n: gambar diner akan ke udara di post akan datang

.: sweet little boy :.

2009-03-25T00:11:00.004+08:00

tetiba rindu kat thaqif..tengah buat ape la budak tu skang ni..tah tito ke..tengok tv ke..berlari-lari bersama walkernye tu ke..

cepat betul masa berlalu..sedar-sedar kite dah ade anakbuah..walaupun hanya sorang dan thaqif pun baru je genap 8bulan hari ni..tapi kelahiran thaqif membawa kegembiraan yang sukar di gambar terutama buat mak abah..

harapnye thaqif akan membesar jadi budak yang baik dan membahagiakan..dan paling penting, jangan sesekali panggil kite makcik..xmo..huhu...i'll trained he damn hard to call me auntie meL..hehe;P

happy 8th month birthday mohd aiman thaqif b. mohd hakim..keep on smiling baby..we luv u..muuuaahhhXOXO.

.: hometown :.

2009-03-20T01:05:00.005+08:00

hari ni hari yang sangat malas..yela hari jumaat hari tu da sedap cuti..campur sabtu ahad = 3hari bersenang-senang..hehe. hari jumaat hari tu kite dengan tanpa rasa bersalah telah pn mengambil cuti dengan alasan yang tak berape nak jujur..~~ya ampun bos~~ kite balik rumah..~~rumah dimana?~~ rumah kite kat taiping..sebenarnye dua minggu lepas da balik da rumah..dan baru minggu lepas mak datang klang tengok cucunya..bukan kite homesick tapi sebab utama kite balik adalah kerana emak dan untuk emak..

mak tak berape sihat kebelakangan ni..paling sedih bila masa minggu lepas tu kite call mak dan mak cakap..

"sakit kanser macam mak ni mana ade ubatnye..yang ade hanyalah untuk bertahan.bila2 barah tu akan datang balik..doktor tak bagi mak makan ubat selalu sebab kesan sampingan nanti lagi teruk..kalau mak da kritikal sangat baru mak makan ubat..mak ingat nak cuba berubat cara kampung la kak..mana la tahukan.."

bila kite tanya kenapa mak tak duduk klang lama sikit,boleh adik datang tengok..~~adik dlm ayat ialah saya~~ mak cakap..

"mak tak selesa la kak nak duduk sana lama-lama..kalau boleh biarlah mak sakit kat rumah sendiri"

dan kerana perbualan telefon itulah kite kembali..hanya untuk mak.kadang-kadang susah sangat nak tahan airmata dari mengalir bile tengok mak tapi demi untuk kekuatan mak, tabah terpaksa juga di cipta untuk pastikan mak 1000 kali lebih tabah dari kami semua. 9tahun da berlalu sejak hari mak di sahkan menghidap kanser..dan sejak 9tahun inilah seluruh hidup,impian dan masa depan kite,kite ciptakan hanya untuk menggembirakan mak..

~~f/n:post ni da ciap tulis hari jumaat, perap jap then isnin br publish..

.: DiNeR :.

2009-03-07T00:31:00.013+08:00

tadi budak2 dean list diraikan kt eq hotel bangi..tujuan kedatangan saye just nak tengok dan makan je..hehe..saye adalah staf ~poyo~ jadi bukan saye dapat sijil tu pun..~emm..tak cukup bijak~..jenuh jugak la nak tunggu coz budak yang dapat more than 100.masa rektor berkobar-kobar bagi speech pun kebanyakkan guest da tak boleh nak fokus.. ~ish..lupa diri lak orang itu bile dapat mic..~ sekali bila da dapat makan..adoyai..tak berape nak sedap la pulak..tapi demi kerna bukan tiap-tiap malam dapat makan kat equatorial hotel,layankan jugak la makanan die tu..ape-ape pun,malam ini saye rase sangat kenyang..pasni ape lagi,kite tido!!~~:p

rase nk menari tunjuk itu bintang plak bile duduk kat grand ballroom..

menu hari ini..u/p:fokus kat bunga ye..bunga tu saye yang letak.. hehe.

dessert..lain-lain tak sempat tangkap gambar daa..hidang je semua orang terus ngap..so time dessert da tak larat,jadi baru la merase enterframe kt blog..

baju biru tu la pengarah kolej..tak berani tangkap gambar dekat coz siangnye kantoi..da la tak gi baca yasin,kuar ofis awal lak tu..tengah rase best dapat cengkelat keje,tiba-tiba..ohh no!!pengarah kat depan mata..nak patah balik pun da tak sempat jadi terpaksa la pura-pura baca notis kat dinding..tapi apekan daya..tuan haji ini masih mampu mengecam kami coz dalam KPTM tu de 2orang je dak praktikal..so da pasti la seluruh warga kampus kenal kami..huhu.

anak siapa la ni tak reti-reti nak balik rumah..ish..ish..

3 serangkai staf kptm~kecemerlangan kerjaya bermula di sini~ <-tagline kptm..emm..cemerlang ke?

uish..asal pose camtu tah..

segalanye terjadi di sini...

.: baik vs buruk :.

2009-03-05T11:34:00.004+08:00

yang buruknye:
finance department office kena pecah masuk malam tadi.

yang baiknye:
hari ni duduk melepak je la tak payah buat pe2 sementara tunggu polis proses tempat kejadian.

moral of the story:
lain kali bagi la elaun kat budak praktikal..tak la rase macam rugi sgt..saye penat bt closing hari2..huhu.ni free2 bagi kat perompak..ish..ish..

~ TribuTe To sYad ~

2009-03-05T08:55:00.006+08:00

.: Wedding :.

1. How old are you?
~ secara rasminya pada thn ni 23thn..secara xrasmi baru 18..hehe.

2. Are you single?
~buat sementara waktu ni hatiku telah dimiliki..

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
~ 25 will b perfect but then macam xsempat je jd at least b4 30 la.

4. Do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?
~ tuhan yg menentukan..

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
~ msti la nak kwin dgn org yg sygkn kite sepenuh hati..

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
~ kene bt cabutan bertuah dl la kot kalangan kwn2..br xde yg kecik hati..ok?

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
~ garden seems very nice..

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
~ semestinye Turki!!

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
~ sepenuh-penuh taman!!

10.Will that include your exes?
~ klu die xkawin lg, myb la..nk tayang skit..haha.

11.How many layers of cake do you want?
~ 1 sudey..tuk pengantin je.tetamu blh tangkap gmbr je..

12.When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
~ evening..klu pg bt nye de yg lmbt bgn xke haru nti..

13.Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding?
~ when u say nothing at all..

14.Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?
(d tmbh oleh syad->ni aku anggap dia tanye nak buffet atau hidang la kot..)
~ Buffet la..

15.Champagne or red wine?
(syad->ni aku anggap air sirap atau oren la kot..)
~ Oren..xpn bg air mineral je la..sng..cnfirm suma org mnm..haha.

16.Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~ rilek2 dl la..ish2..cam xptt je nk trs g honeymoon..xnyempat2.

17.Money or household items as present?
~ nk both buleh?

18.How many kids would you like to have?
~ 3 je la..sng muat 1 keta..

19.Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
~ tngkp gmbr je la..jenuh plak asyk nk merecord je..nti dr honeymoon da jd mcm

pnggambaran film lak..

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
~ klu kwn2 alm nyata rmai yg bakal2 kwin wktu trdekat ni..tp xtau la leh g ke x..

.: soaL jodoh :.

2009-03-05T00:18:00.007+08:00

sbenarnye lately ni da jrg sgt on fs..so, ble on agk surprise la ble tgk kwn2 lma ms sma2 sek dl byk yg da kawin.bertunang pn agk rmai..uit,ngerinye..tiba2 rase dri cam ank dara yg da terlajak usia padahal rasenye klu lahir thn 86 skang ni br 23thn..yup,no doubt..i'm 23.rsau jgk..kite ni br nk terkedek2 prktikal tp kwn2 da start life br..lg haru ble wish tahniah soalan cepucemas yg cnfirm akn d tanye..'ko ble plak?' ish..ni nk kne minta en.faizal msk minang ni..hehe<-gatal!! anyways, bab jodoh ni ssh nk ckp..hanya Allah swt yg berkuasa dan mengetahuinye.kite juz blh berusaha, berdoa, berharap, tawakal dan berserah agr si dia yg di kasihi jd milik kite. kdg2 jodoh menemukn kite tp takdir memisahkn kasih yg tercipta. jadi kesipulannye kt cni..knduri nasi myk jgn lupa jmput..amik berkat..hahaha<-sengal!!